Nearly twenty years ago I was born. It wasn’t something special. But twenty years later, many things have changed.
I had a wonderful childhood. My parents always wanted the best for me. My sister showed my “the dark side of the world”, but she was always there, in time of need. The elementary school was more or less lowbrow, and grammar school started good again. But I didn’t like the class I was put into. I got bad marks, failed, and came in a new, a better class. I got real friends for the first time. And that’s a good feeling.
With eleven years I felt in love with my sandbox love. It hurt, when she walked away with someone who was called a friend. It was my first heartsickness and one of the worst. With thirteen I found another girl, with whom I wanted to live till my end. Nothing has happened, but it was a very good lesson for me. And then, I fell in love into a girl, which was maybe interested in me, but I was to … oafish to act normal. This last three years. And this time, the pain was unbelieveable. Now, she’s a good friend. Then I met my best friend, Elisabeth. With her I walked through the cloudiest days and jumped into the sunniest fields. After the first liaison, everything seemed to split up. But we are still best friends. And that shows me the power of a great friendship.
Then, I met my exgirlfriend. She was wonderful, it was amazing, how she looked at me. With her smile and her eyes. Everything seemed perfect. Then the end. The next try. The real split-up. It took a long time, till I was able to get over her. Now, I think that I’m fine with her. I would like her in my circle of friends, and maybe this will somewhere along the way.
Now, I’m 19 years old. In May, I will become twenty. Two decades Dominik. An interesting thought. There will be more of that retro-stuff. It’s funny and interesting and disturbing to look into the past.
