At some places you can find the sun. You can feel how it warms up your body, how it gives energy to your heart. But it’s hard to find such a place. I’m looking for my place since months. Sometimes, I feel the sun far away. Where is the world we created?
I saw your smile, when I softly touched the tree, in which we engraved our initials. With that heart around it. It’s a small thing but every time I walk that street I have to look at that tree. One last memory for our time we spent together. Everything’s just lost. Everything has changed since I saw you the last time. Do you remember me at all? Do we know us at all?
The raindrops are crashing down like lightnings. The silence is gone since my life became that chaos. It’s hard to not look back. Everything seemed better that days. But times like these are gone, and no one every would be able to change the past.
Your love was unique, your callousness was excessive. You left a footstep in my life and you are the only one, who ever has got a part of my heart. Take care of it. And I imagine that we would met another time. How would it be? Who would you be? Where would we go? Would the sun be part of our way? And in the end I would wonder: Is this the world we created?
German version :: I wanted to publish that text at my main blog “Neon Wilderness”, but I’ve recognized, that I haven’t posted at Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind for a long time. Therefore I published it here first, and then I translated it into German. And I must admit, I find, that this version is far better.
Photograph by Ivan Zuber (flickr)
