Sometimes.

I went through many days, since my last entry. Nothing really amazing has happened, but somehow everything’s different.

This week I’m happy about the weather, which shows its best side. Ten or fourteen degrees Celsius let start my memory, thinking of my very best spring and the most wonderful summer. Well, I like winter, like the snow and the ice. But the last weeks I walked through many foggy places. It was a little bit depressing, and I was able to see on the faces around me, that they don’t feel any better. I know that winter isn’t over, but I could say, that I’ve seen the light. And hey, the day gets longer and the night shortens up.

I’m still in therapy. Talking about my life, my love, my family, the roles I fell into, my dreams and my thoughts. It’s very interesting to see me from another point of view. I’ve learned many things, why there are problems, and why my family seems so dreadful. And I recognized that many times it’s my fault. The therapy helps me so much, and I think it would be stupid if I quit that thing.

Today, my ex-girlfriend has her birthday. She’s now seventeen years old, and after our argument last December I thought, that it would be better, if this were the definite end of our friendship. Yesterday I wrote her an e-mail. I apologized, because I think that it could have been so much better. I was an idiot, well, an idiot in love, but an idiot. I congratulated her to her birthday and wrote her my thoughts and my experiences of my last months. I’m not waiting on an answer, but I would be happy, if there were something in my e-mail-account, of course.

Do you know the definition of a BarCamp? Many bloggers come to one place, talk about different things and get to know each other. Tomorrow there will be my very first BarCamp at Vienna. I will sleep at my cousins place, and it think it will be a wonderful time till Sunday. And, I’m really happy, that I will meet Luca, another blogger, which I only know in the virtual way. It will be interesting, won’t it?

This month I’ve started my new book project. Maybe I want to tell something out of the story. The main character is a twenty-year-old student (oh, what a surprise), and on his way to Vienna, he meets a nice woman. They start to talk, but then she has to leave the train. Life goes on, but when he goes by train the next week, she’s there again. And so they always have that hour in the train, talking about life and philosophize about everything. The book should show the difference between the things, how they happen, and how somebody talks about it. I think it will be very interesting and if the result impresses me, I will look for a publisher.

So, I think I should come to an end. Well, I’m looking for more sunny, warm days. I love my life and I really like how things are changing. Maybe I’ll find more time to write more entries here, and I want to show you the Project 52. This photography-project is really great. Every week there’s a topic, and many bloggers think about interesting and creative things. So, and therefore I will post the project-entries here too. So, it’s fine.