Again. I Got Noticed.

I have never thought, that I would feel this feeling again. It’s too soon, says my brain. It’s the perfect time, says my heart. I believe, that my heart is right. I always do, what my heart says. Not always, one time, I follow my brain’s suggestion. And I think, it wasn’t the wrong decision.

Today I saw her again. That one girl, I can’t get out of my head. That one girl, I haven’t speak any intelligent words. That one girl made the first step today. She started talking. I began answering. You can’t believe, how much I love her smile. And her voice too. She’s such a beautiful young woman. And she began to talk. She did the first step. Why did she? Is there ulterior motive? I think I’ll tell her my name tomorrow … such a thing like “By the way, my name is Dominik”.

She needn’t to tell me her name. I still know him. She’s Melanie. And, damn, she’s so wonderful. I’ve to speak to her. Like a normal nineteen-year-old in … erm … love. Keeping my distance, but always remaining sapid. I need to meet her, anywhere, anytime. Anyhow.

She would be is perfect. Although I know, that anybody’s perfect. But she’s … well nearly perfect.

The Next Week’s. Coming.

Well, I’m sitting here in this office, doing my community service. I really don’t understand what I’m doing for the community. I only really do stressful work two days a week, and the rest I’m sitting enormously bored. But I’ve enough time to surf through the world wide web. And, believe it or not, here I’ve the best ideas.

Next week, there will be uninteresting variation of this normal course of life. From Sept 5th to Sept 6th I’ve do go by train in the total different direction. Because of my community service, a refreshment of my first aid course is compulsory. Well, that’s nothing completely useless. But I’ve to do sixteen hours there in Linz (the capital city of Upper Austria) in the space of two days. That means … four hours in the morning, four hours in the afternoon. And I’ve to get up again at 5 am. Because the train leaves my town at 6 am. I have to be in Linz at 7 am. And the course begins at 8 am. That will be hard two days, won’t they.

Well, that’s the only thing, when I may to come out of my routine to do something totally different. But I must say in fairness, that the work’s becoming more and more demanding. And that’s absolutely no disadvantage. It’s hard to keep all the time the eyes open, if you haven’t anything to do.